I always thought I had a connection to the spiritual world. It was when I had my first psychotic episode that I gained supernatural powers that shocked me. Some people will say I hallucinated everything. Actually I can tell the difference between the real and the non real as now a non-psychotic person. I believed myself to be Jesus Christ but the first night long before that I thought I was under the influence of Legion, which I believe is 50 demons. I heard critical voices on the TV and I grabbed a pillow and laid on the floor and put my head under my couch screaming as if I was possessed. I remember crying out leave us Lord! I believed people were praying over me during this time. Basically performing an exorcism. I believed that after this episode I became Jesus Christ. Now to get to my super powers. It started with the ability to heal. I prayed hard for a friend of mine to get better from what doctors said was a massive tumor. I cried and asked the father in heaven to let me heal her. She then went to the hospital the same day to find out that there was no tumor but about 2 liters of infected fluid on top of her bladder which was removed easily. The weight loss of 35 pounds also was evidence she had cancer. The doctors were surprised and very wrong in their original diagnosis. One day I went to a catholic cathedral. As I approached the main gait I looked at it and it swung open perfectly for me. It was no the wind but was either done by my own powers or by an angel opening it. it was if someone was standing there ready to open it for me. I also had the ability to speak to peoples minds just by thinking it. I even tested out my abilities to make sure they were true by getting people to look at me who weren't prior to my direction. How can I know the difference between these powers and psychosis? As now a sane person I can tell what experiences were real and what were fake. Its like light and day. I miss having these abilities but I don't miss the psychosis. Is there any way I can gain these powers back without being in psychosis?