I was wondering if you could get some feedback from anyone willing to help, provide direction, etc. I'm pretty direct, but will just jump in.
From a young age I have always been able to pick up on the emotions of others. I stay away from negativity and conflict because it bothers me deeply. The emotions I pick up on I feel deeply. I don't do good with breaking bad news. I can feel that person's pain. A heaviness. Whatever e tho. Is in a room influences my emotions. Scary and action packed movies make me pace. Happy/funny movies make me happy, stupid movies make me feel embarrassed & uncomfortable for the characters. Ok so normal for some people? But to the depth of what I feel? Idk.
I watch a lot of paranormal tv- ghost hunters, haunted collector, etc. every time, no really, every single time I hear an EVP tears flow. I am not sobbing or crying, tears just stream out of my eyes. My husband thinks I'm nuts and laughs it off. I can't control this reaction no matter how hard I try. Crazy.
There is a house that is here in the state I live in. It is the sight if a hundred year old horrific murder. I have seen it documented on tv shows. I've researched and seen investigator "evidence". Again each EVP brings on the tears. I feel drawn to this house. But the thought of going makes me anxious. But there is still the internal pull, deep in my center... I can't explain. I haven't gone. What could come home w/ me? What could I see?
My dreams - I've always had very vivid, colorful dreams. I remember most. Some reoccurring. Lately they've been more intense, loud, chaotic. They get so loud they wake me and I can't go back to sleep because my mind is going 100mph. One recently was particularly disturbing - I was awoken by a very loud guttural growl/shout/scream in my ear. No one else heard this. The room was quiet and dark when I woke. My husband sound asleep. My dreams tire me.
Seeing things - this is more rare. Out of the corner of my eye, yes, sporadically. Sometimes when I'm alone and relaxed and I close my eyes I will see things. They're very fuzzy and shift constantly. Nothing clear comes through. And again is sporadic.
I sometimes hear things but this is during times of trouble or when I am a out asleep. Someone saying my name or some other one word command. Stop, go. Once I was nearly rear-ended and I heard a very loud command of "take your foot off the brake" which I immediately obeyed. Saved me and my kids. I've been directed by said voice in any time of trouble since I can remember.
I've taken the online quizzes and read and I don't know what to believe. I just want to k is if I am crazy and need help or if I could truly have "a gift"??? Any input would be appreciated. Even if it is to tell me I'm nuts. ;). Thanks for reading!!