You are the human avatar of an angel of the 11th ray. It's time for all Indigos (10th ray) & Crystals (11th ray) to OWN their destined role as a new, advanced kind of spiritual healer/advisor. Here's all Indigos & Crystals need to do:
** Meditate daily, e.g., see DreamWork & Meditation by Tara Ward.....
** Oracle cards (not Tarot) daily, e.g., Enchanted Map oracle cards by Colette Baron Reid...
** Automatic writing, weekly on Sundays, see Morning Pages exercise in Cameron's first book in The Artist's Way series.
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Because you were behind schedule -- you were supposed to awaken in 2014, Reneerose -- your Spirit Guide has been bugging you with the high pitched signal (I call it being "pinged"... its a signal to open your Third Eye to communication) & more rarely his voice (in your head). Get started. You have a bright & meaningful future in this new, Golden Age. :)