Peanut - I am so happy to see that you have read some of the articles on this site. Psychic abilities are nothing to be afraid of - they are a gift from the Divine to help us live our lives in a better fashion. My hope is that you do choose to develop your abilities. If you haven't taken our Psychic Quiz, please do. It will tell you in what areas your abilities are the strongest. As this site develops, we may be able to hold on-line classes of some kind. A future project, for sure, but something to think about!